My Diary

Earthquake

It was around 3:30 we were in classroom having a subject profesi pendidikan with lecturer Ruhadi, when we were in studying we felt the building is shaking for moment. Actually my friend tried to scream out in the building and I felt to worry about what they were scaring in. the lecturer asked us to calm down and I did but not my friends, I realized that they are women and you know the girl cry easily. We were in third floor of building when its earthquake on Wednesday and I know you can guess what we felt at that moment. Worry, bustle, fall down, survive and death are mixing in our mind and thought what we’ll get next. Go down stair is the one what we should do event it’s too hard to walk down cause of too crowded people were trying to do the same as we did. When I was in the first floor I went out of the building and tried to get a save place by avoid the building. I felt dizzy when I know the earthquake is still going on, I’ve just try to calm down as can as possible.

Further, we have no class anymore for that time and I just tried to escape from the campus and went home hurry up. I found my friend in my rent house that he just woke up from his sleep and sat in from of my rent house alone. He asked me to go from the rent house anywhere to escape from the possibly TSUNAMI. Outside, the people tried to scream that tsunami will be happen but I didn’t really understand what they are saying because I don’t know Acehnese lot. Some say it was 8,8 SR, that mean 99 percent tsunami will be happen and everybody was busy to take care of their family and goods. I with my friend went to his rent house to pick his motorbike up and went back to my rent house. The situation was calm and everybody was relaxed at this moment. I took my Ashar prayer for minutes, after I did my obligation I tried to sleep away but the situation was not as save as I thought when I was in my rent house alone. I tried to go far way from my rent house but I didn’t know where, I just ride my motorbike and go straight. It was too crowded of people in the street I just can walk slowly and I found my two friends on the bridge and we spent our time on it for 4 hours. I went home when everybody was dismissed. To be continued…!!!

Sainee elferiez, april 12 2012

”Quarrel at night”

Yesterday was Tuesday, and I had da writing class in the morning at ten o’clock. At evening I went to my friend’s house for fixing my laptop and taking some movies. I’m broke at present, so I can’t fill the refined fuel oil into my motorbike tank. I borrowed my friend’s motorbike I said I’ll return it at 6 am. But I was wrong I broke my promise cause I went home at 7 30. It was my mistake to deny da promise which we made before and I really realize it but I’m so sorry. When I arrived home, I got my friends were cooking for their supper unfortunately, they didn’t invite me to join with them how petty am I. at several moment I asked mosses the money I wanna buy a package of noodle (mie sedaap) so he gave me what I asked him he’s a kind guy I think. I asked one of my friends to buy a noodle it was for my dinner and he did it, thank man. When I cooked the noodle one of my friends said as if he blamed me in this situation by saying “I had my dinner, you..?”. It was made me angry to hear it but I tried to be patient as long as I could for avoiding the bad situation, coz if it done it’ll break da friendship. But u know why, he did it more than one time. Feature, I began to angry with him and I opened da door and said “I know man u have a lot of money, but I don’t. So don’t try do blame me ok..!!” I stood at the door of his room. “I’m sorry man it’s just kidding, I don’t mean try to blame u at all, but if I offend u’r heart I’m sorry…” he answered with slow voice. I realize that my heart was controlled by emotional and I can’t hold it up, but I can’t make the situation as piece as before I’m so regret. I didn’t continue my supper it made me full and I laid my body on bed and tried to think what I have made but mosses woke me up and asked me to continue my supper, actually I won’t but he tried to force me to do it. “Don’t think it anymore, I’ll not be friend with u again if u will not continue u’r supper” he said “Yeah I will” I said. I did it. My friend “said if u don’t continue ur supper because of me, I’m sorry” he tried to shake my hand and so did I. up to now, I never spoke with him yet, but I try to do it further.
Sainee elferiez

Fool again

Today I feel like I am crazy man that does not do anything. My mind was confused to do anything whatever. My head was so rattled right now I don’t know what’s the cause was. But I fell really dizzy in my mind, I miss the class for CCU subject today. I was such a fool little boy who does not know how to think everything what was going on around the world at present. But one thing you should know is I love my parent a lot more than everything that I have in my life. Unfortunately I never do what they want from their lovely son and I don’t know what should I do for them. Exactly I know but I cant do to show’em my thankful cuz of my crazy attitude that I have. I know that everybody was hate me cuz I am the bad man in the world , but I really make them disappointed for everything. I wanna apologize for them for my mistake that I have done, I’m sorry man… today I just go around my rent house for long time to spend the time for today. my head still in blank mind cuz it is dizzy and I don’t try to force it to think about science, education, and life for future and I don’t study yet for now. I feel very bad when I don’t study and don’t do the good one. I just think I’m such a fool man in the world and I don’t know who I’m really is. To do the good one is too hard for me and its make me lazy and with the sleepy eyes. Usually when my mind was blank I don’t do something done to do and just lay in my floor on the mate. And listen to the music. In my mind there are lot question one of them is how could I prepare for my future to be a success man it was a big question for me. I wish one day I’ll get it…. amiennnn…..

Sainee Elferirez